March 2nd, 2008 -- Sunday, 8:45 P.M.

So finally after months of not being back on here, I've since decided to return to MindSay!

I'm going to attempt to get people to read this and get people involved in the site. This is a beginning point of it all.

So far in 2008, I've met Diana J. Dell. One of the best upcoming authors and screenwriters we have. She's going to be responsible for everything that might happen in the next couple of months regarding my pending screenwriting deal. Currently "0" people will probably read this but this is for when people do, people can better associate with me and where it all began. It began tonight.

Right now, "The Wind That Grabs the Water" is currently in revision red. For those who don't know about screenwriting, the revision red and revision blue and so forth means rewriting and editing of the entire screenplay. Hopefully, by the end of Spring Break, the majority of revision red will be completed and might need another revision or ready to be handed in to the top producers in Hollywood including possibly Scott Rudin, producer of "No Country for Old Men".

Until then, I will try to write every day. This is will be my diary dealing my journey to a buy. Like I said. This is TRULY TRULY TRULY the beginning of a buy. No joking. No fooling around. It will happen this time. I promise it. I'm bitter and I'm a fighter. I will fight to the end. 

Here are 4 ways to a successful relationship:

If you follow this, you will have a happier life, trust me even tho you don't.

These ways have worked, in the last month, this is living proof.

The 4 Ways are:

1) Start with the end in mind.

2) Knowing the requirements for the journey

3) Build Bridges, don't burn them.

4) Never forget the bridge that brought you over.

Any questions? Comment.

Happy Thanksgiving!

WELLL SOUJLA GIRLTELL"EMAPOLOBATTLEMADNESS!

I had'nt written a LONG WHILE for good reason. I will post TWO. This is 1 of 2 new postings. Read the second one and say WHATEVER YOU WANT, CURSE ME OUT WHOEVER WHATEVER, this is a great philosophy I just learned from a great friend. =)

This is a letter I wrote this morning to whoever reads,

This morning Im feeling very thankful for all the love that I get on a daily basis from my family and friends alike.....

Sometimes in life you go through changes, be some good or some bad, its all about living...I know many of you have written to me over the past few months expressing how my writing has become the soundtrack to those who embrace your life...Be it for strength, happiness, getting ready for a party or just music to bring back memories..Whatever the scenario might have been, my music is what carried you...

I feel very blessed and honored to be able to share the gift of acquitance with you...It truly gives me immeasurable joy...Sometimes like you, I to need to escape..Let the writing carry me away, bring me to new heights..(I guess from this letter you can gather I have been hard at work writing new stuff..teehee.. pretty deep, I know sorry bout that..but Im an screenwriter what can I say )...

Ive discovered in my time of self reflection, that life truly is for learning, growing, finding out who you really are and understanding who in your life loves you for the stripped down, open heart, no holding back, REAL you....

In the past couple of months I have stopped and taken a moment to look around me to see all the things and people that are precious and mean the most to me....Those that know me VERY well, know that this self discovery has been a long time coming, tears the have dried on their own...

I have gotten rid of negativity that has been waying my heart down for awhile..In some situations, it has pained me to walk away from some people, places and things..But in the end, I sleep better with the knowledge of knowing that I am stronger and will be ok...

Cleaning my heart of emotional baggage has set me free to feel and love harder than I ever have before...For the first time, in a long time, I am open to the idea of  "new" ...To walk in the light of the unknown...And it brings a smile to my face to be able create with limitless boundaries...

As Thanksgiving is tomorrow and 2008 is quick on my feet, I am feeling very optimistic and psyched about life...Thankful for all that I have accomplished and I look forward to all that I have yet to do....For 2008, there are many tricks up my sleeve..Good changes, both musically and personally....Join me in this.. I promise you wont be disappointed

To all who know me, I love you all and I am very thankful that you've stuck with me for this...Lets keep it going for many, many more....

Happy Thanksgiving to you and yours....

I will see you all very soon around

Love ya

Johnny M.

It was a cold New York,
Even in the summer,
wrapped in a blanket by the pool,
There were rapid statements,
About life commitments,
A sense of heat that I couldn't bare to touch,
I couldn't bare it.

It's not your fault so please stop your crying now,
It's not your fault so please stop your crying now,
Please stop your crying now,
Woah,
Woah.

There was staring and seclusion,
A fine tuned way of motion,
A face wrapped for a suitor,
The sound of hearts pumping at the same beat,
Coming 'round the corner,
In almost all directions,
A sense of heat that I couldn't bare to touch,
No, I couldn't bare it.

It's not your fault so please stop your crying now,
(It's not your fault so please stop your crying now)
It's not your fault so please stop your crying now,
(It's not your fault so please stop your crying)

Now you, wait for, something, to cure this,
Well I'm here, under your downpour.

No, woah.

It's not your fault so please stop your crying now,
It's not your fault so please stop your crying,
It's not your fault.

It's not your fault so please stop your crying now,
(It's not your fault so please stop your crying now)
It's not your fault so please stop your crying now,
(No, woah)
It's not your fault so please stop your crying now,
(No woah, no woah) (It's not your fault so please stop your crying now),
It's not your fault, stop crying now,
(No...)

This whole thing was for you...even now

For all the bitches that have been in my life! Here you are: READ BITCHES!

Nobody believes me when I tell them that your out of your mind
Nobody believes me when I tell them that there´s so much to hide
You treat me like a queen when we go out
Wanna show everyone what our loves about
All wrapped up in me whenever there is a crowd
But when no ones around...

Did I ever do anything that was this cruel to you?
Did I ever make you wonder who was standing in the room?
You made yourself look perfect in every way
So when this goes down I´m the one who will be blamed
Your plan is working so you can just walk away
Baby your secrets safe

Theres a stranger in my life
Your not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let them know its you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too

Such a long way back
From this place that we were at
When I think of all the time I´ve wasted I could cry

There´s no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me it´s just not right
I can tell what´s going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life
Your not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let them know its you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too....